| My weary mind aches so much... |
[25 Jul 2006|08:18pm] |
yeah...i'm practicly dead today...misty and i are supposed to go out but robbie never came home....i hope that noise i just heard was him...i'm bored...we cant take her i'm tired or her...i'm turning into the zombie tired aunt that cries a lot...
ooo yay!he's here!
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| Oh, to be a room with four walls and carpet... |
[14 Jul 2006|03:22pm] |
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My room is no more...April has taken it hostage, stripped it of its clutter and made it her own. I'll have to admit that its so much better than mine was. I mean, its so much bigger now that all of my things are either at the dump or in boxes...
I'll miss the floor of my room the most. We have some great memories. Like after I'd vaccume. That was the best time to just lay down and stare at the ceiling or roll around and just be a little care-free....Or all the times I'd be upset (depressed) and curl up on the floor and have a rehabilitating cry, the carpet would wrap itself around me and I'd dissappear for awhile...See, the bed never would have worked for those memories...first, you cant vaccume a bed, well, you can but thats odd...and second, its too high up...no, the floor was perfect. I'll miss that floor...The red carpet friend.
I'll miss the dresser a little...
The booksheld she didnt keep, it held my lamp and alarm clock...and books...
I'll miss my family too much...but I can call...
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I'm looking foreward to spending time with my sister and her kid (my neice). I'm looking foreward to my first plane ride EVER (and I'm exstatic about the fact that I get to do it alone). I'm looking foreward to meeting new people and making new friends....I'm looking foreward to starting over and having an awesome older sister to help me through it. I love you Misty, you're awesome and I'm so glad you're my sister.
....!!WEE!!...
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[31 Mar 2006|09:59am] |
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| Put It To Rest |
[29 Mar 2006|03:57pm] |
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Good-bye Aunt Marie. I think you made the wrong choices your whole life. I also think you were human and couldnt help it. I'm so sorry the voices told you to do the things you did. I'm sorry you didnt qualify for a kidney or liver transplant. I'm sorry you never got a Hep. C vaccination. I'm sorry for people being upset with you for giving that man your shoes. I'm sorry the voices told you to. I'm sorry I didnt listen when you were telling me how to be a better bowler. I'm sorry i only have one of the teddy-bears you made me. I'm sorry i cant find the others. I'm sorry you didnt make me more. I'm sorry i didnt ask. I'm sorry you led a crummy life. I'm sorry about the constant pain. I'm sorry for calling you a scumbag when i was little. I'm sorry for being afraid of you. I'm sorry i rolled my eyes when you called. I'm sorry you're the first to die. I'm sorry i'm not taking it harder. I'm sorry that i'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry...
-fuck-
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| i think i want to be a feminist... |
[21 Mar 2006|07:10pm] |
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it's not that i'm bitter (although i can't say 'i'm not'), i just dont have to have you to be happy...
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| and then... |
[03 Mar 2006|07:22pm] |
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first i flipped an entire jore (er however you spell it) of biscuits and then i got a paper cut and then i was clearing a table and dropped a plate of nastiness and then there was a fight between an old man and one of my favorite customers...then we closed up and luke came and helped me finish so we could go sooner...and then we met diana and then we tracked down a place i could get my hair cut at and then we went to the drugstore, talked to suzie and got chocolate eggs and then we went to cheryl's who has the WORST pie ever...then we rode the bus to town and then we got my hair cut short...and then we walked to rite aid and then we got stalked by the creepiest man ever and then we tested him to make sure and then i got out my pepperspray and then i bought these little things and then we went to vons and then diana bought rings and then we went back to rite aid and waited....and then i called patrick to tell him i wasnt working with him tomorrow and thenmy mom came and then we went and got some gas and then i got off the phone and then i got home and then i showed off my haircut and then i told my dad a story and then i IMed alex and then i wrote this..
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| oo la la |
[25 Feb 2006|10:42am] |
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$320+ in 4 days? thats super-dee-doo-per-dee good....i'm excited and i want to go shopping...
oh, oh...and alex, i'm totally gunna coming visit you when i've been working for awhile and can get like a week+ off!
i like the money...
"Charlie's still here?"- Walt(for some weird reason he gives everyone a different name. i dont think his is Walt, but thats what everyone calls him...)
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| ...but today's my third day! |
[23 Feb 2006|06:19pm] |
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third times a charm right? no...
so today was my third day of work and i'm going back tomorrow. everyone really likes me, all the regulars anyway. there was one couple that i guess come in once in awhile; i hate them. they'r old-ish and they came at the BUSIEST time today and they were so rude to me and i couldnt do EVERY FRIGGING THING AT ONCE!!!! i forgot to get her her toast (thats toast i had NO clue even came with that meal) anyways, i go to give them their check and the asshole says "and you !!!WILL!!! forgive us for not tipping you because we never got our toast!!!!!!!!!!" and he says this in the angriest way he possibly can so i went in the back and cried...they were my only horrid customers in three days, and i havent dropped any food spilled drinks nothing, i did drop a cup that i had just washed...but that basically it...thats frigging good for only working three days...so screw any old guy that frigging messess with this shizz!
anyways...california joe didnt come in today...i was a little sad about that...i LOVE the early morning regulars, they're just a great bunch of guys...
i make more in tips than i get payed. almost 50 in tips, i get payed like 40...i'm excited for pay-day...uuuuuuum yeah i think thats all i have for now...
"PEARLY BABY!" -california joe (he orders a cup of coffee and super burnt toast)
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| i'm so tired |
[21 Feb 2006|05:31pm] |
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i woke up at like four thirty...
my legs hurt a whole heck of a lot but i got almost $40 in tips...dont worry diana/luke/april i will pay you guys back next time i see you...
i'm tired so i going to go eat somthing...
diana, april told me you called so i calle dyou back and got the machine...so now its your turn to call me k? ttyl!
oh..
I HATE KIDS!!!
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| BIG NEWS EVERYONE! |
[19 Feb 2006|05:26pm] |
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my dad's an asshole...
just thought i'd let you know!
i got in trouble for the llama purse diana, my dad's like "i cant believe you talked april out of her money! yada!yada!yada!" then he basically made fun of my getting that job and then he's pissed cuz its in kernville...but guess what...
i dont care...
its not his effing job...
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| I GOT THE JOB! |
[18 Feb 2006|08:25pm] |
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biotch,
i got the job...
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| OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! |
[16 Feb 2006|12:54pm] |
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I MIGHT GET A JOB!
patzy totally hooked me up with a waitressing job at White Water Cafe! i go for an interview tomorrow!
i called his mum like he said and told her i've never worked and such and she still wants me to come in tomorrow to meet her! i'm so excited!
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| i'M SO EFFING MAD!!! |
[14 Feb 2006|11:27am] |
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I JUST WROTE THE LONGEST DISCRIPTION OF YESTERDAY AND IT DIDNT FRICKING SAVE! I'M SO MAD!!!
shit....i hate you
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